Still no job....

I have been looking for an EMT job since FEBUARY and I have applied every where EVERY WHERE!!!!!...and I have had two interviews..kinda...and by kinda I mean I had an interview scheduled for  Robinson county, but I had to cancel because I knew I couldnt meet one of their physical requirments (that NO ONE else requires) ...the second...right here in Alamance County (the department I have WANTED to work for)...I interviewed and then never heard anything from them. which really in any other field wouldnt get me down ecept.
a) I really want to work for them
b) I have called and emailed for a status update to recieve in return. nothing. NOT EVEN a letter.

a letter of thanks but no thanks. or a mass letter of "thank you for all that have applied but we dont need you" would have been awesome. but i get nothing.

this is the longest I have been with out a job since I was 15!!!!!...I mean I have applied all over the state. east all the way back to wilmington, and west all the way to ashville, south to mecklenburg county, and north..well you can get much higher then here. and every where in between that is hiring. I look every day for new postings. I have called HR departments to the point they have told me "ma'am if WE would like to schedule an interview with YOU, WE will call YOU, there is NO need in calling back, thank you".

w t f

I dont get it, I did acting until I got sick of it, then I decide to do the adult thing and pick something to do (EMT) I go to school, finish, LOVE IT, and cant get a job....

I'm really I didnt follow through with a history degree, pouring out thousands of dollars I dont have in to a piece of paper that wouldnt get me any further than I am today. AWEsome!...cause we all know that north carolina isnt hiring any teachers either.

I have even applied at grandma taxi private ambluance services.

I dont understand, I have gone through the proper channels. gone to school, finished, passed state, i'm certified, ...ok so I have a few speeding tickets, nothing big, everyone has them...I dont have  a DUI or anything, I have a clean criminal background, (hello i'm married to a cop for heaven's sake) and I can pass a freakin drug test (again married to a cop)

I have even applied outside of the EMT relim ...yes every grocery store, walmart, and gas station around.

W   T   F   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


It's times like this were I should just sit at home, and paint and craft, but oh wait, it takes money to buy supplies to do that, which requires that I have a JOB! ....

this was on Yahoo today about the man with the Job wanted sign...

BUT WTH did Fred Kreuger get fat?....do you see it??????

Well that means listening to My Chemical Romance Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge over and over and over again.
followed by a heavy rotation of Haunted Mansion, and then Tower Of Terror

and of course Thriller

This year I might throw in some HIM ...

It is so weird to look back on your musical selection of the years. ...I think I might throw in some goth night specials too...I miss those

I HAVE FOUND THE FUNNIEST FUCKING WEBSITE EVAH!!!!!


www.textsfromlastnight.com


please go to it, if you dont already know it, and click best nights.

"(970): I locked my keys in my car in front of planned parenthood. I'm terrified of going inside to ask to borrow a clothes hangar.
(303): Just tell them you need to fix a mistake real quick."

AH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA

has everyone's LJ turned in to DragonCon run a muck?

mine has...good thing it only last a short time

Ok so I did Revolutionary War reenacting over the weekend. more musing behind the cut, but before i get into that...

I won the skillet toss!!! I throw that mother over 30ft! and my prize for winning??? THE FRYING PAN!!!! haha It was geat. We had a Ladies Tea on Saturday, and I won a wonderful Leather bound journal at the raffle

( musings by the fire and stars )

I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW ON MONDAY MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My first one since leaving Citi in Febuary .

I am patiently waiting for an email to be responded to...

what email you ask?

the email stating the contact for the shop, for Carolina Renaissance Faire, in Charlotte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 selling costumes at the Faire....I'm just an inpatient person. and I'm kinda bored. ...well a lot bored.
This town closes down at 9pm I swear. and lately I have been staying up late, for what reason, I have no clue why

 I love nature.

Russell and I recently went hiking at Hanging Rock State Park.  We hiked, and hiked and hiked. Their waterfalls are beautiful.  See this is a GREAT example of our tax dollars at work. in fact it's the only thing i dont mind my taxes paying for.

My next adventure is this weekend. Camping on the North End Carolina Beach. :)

I LOVE the North End, and all of it's redneck goodness (heehee) I  have spent quite a many nights camping on the beach, it is an art to not get sand everywhere.

I'm watching Gonzo.

I wonder what Hunter S. Thompson would think of the state of things today.

it's hard to believe what a difference 4 years can make .

Ok so I officially the biggest nerd/dork EVAH!!!

...so I'm watching Pinocchio..and the end came and "When you wish upon a star" started and I got all teary eyed thinking /remembering Disney World...

I cant wait to go back...the wait is too long...

but yeah cami got all "ahhwwwwwww" at the end of Pinocchio...

OK so i'm watching "Judge Joe Brown" you know that court show.

and the defendant looked like this guy that I used to work with on Dawson's Creek...(the guy on Dawson's name was Nick)

well they hadnt shown his name yet and i was wondering if it was going to be NIck..well it was !!! HAHAHAHAH

it was SOOOOOOOO the same guy.

Nick Rumpf, look him on imdb. he owes for parking tickets and a lost dog..hehe...

OK so Russell and I were going to register for either the Disney marathon (eek!) or the Tower Of Terror 5K. (which is Oct 24th)

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL We aren't going to do either. (i think)

Because we are going to to do the Expedition Everest Challenge instead

www.disneyeverestchallenge.com

i'm totally TOTALLY stoked


OH yes. This is will be AWESOME

HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO INCLUDE A COPY OF MY HIGH SCHOOL TRANSCRIPTS IN A FUCKING JOB APPLICATION IF MY SCHOOL WILL ONLY RELEASE MY TRANSCRIPTS TO A FUCKING INSTITUTION AND NOT TO ME


HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET A FREAKING JOB ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do i go and tell my director about this situation with the teacher and what not?

i'll look like the girl that is just sour that she isn't doing well, will i look like a pain in the ass student? do i quit?

FUCKIN AYE

ok i have my EMT basic...

i have applied all over. as far west as davidson county, north to the virginia line, and east to wake county. south to randolph county. 

nothing
 
i thought the whole point of going to college was so that you could get a decent freakin' job.

now i like EMT work..but intermediate is kicking my ass. i really hate it, (other than getting to stick people with needles, that is kinda cool) the drug calculations, not fun,  memorizing drugs not fun.

i have real issues with my teachers morals and ethics. i mean ISSUES! now we all know that i'm not a fucking angel but come on, i do have some scruples. I dont flirt with my teacher (who is married, and has two little girls) during class (what happens outside of class whatever youpeople do on your own time, whatever, just dont bringthat shit into class, but it happens) I dont take needles home from class (unused ones) granted i dont think that the girl would be using them for anything like drugs, i would like to think that she is just practicing on friends (dumb idea but whatever, for all i know she is practicing on the teacher at home after hours)

now i'm not saying that the teacher knows that said student is doing this (i mean if she is practicing on him after hours he has to know she is getting the needles from)

the teacher treats her and her friend (which works at the same bar as her) differently than the rest of the non pretty mostly male class.
so in my book he is a douche'

so having a douche' for a teacher, feeling like i'm not getting the concepts, and not having a job. fucking suck .

at this point i'm 27 years old, i left a soul sucking carreer to do this crap and i dont even have a job, nor am I liking intermediate, which heaven help it's not looking good for paramedic.

i feel like a failure. nope change that I am a failure.

i miss cosmetology, i miss history, i miss art. I miss real college. (ok so cosmetology is more voucational than college) but i was good at those things. I miss being good at something.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i'm home from school sick..and i decided to watch the special features on Twilight (since i have watched the moviea  gizzillion times)

and i have three discs worth of special features.

well i'm watching the parts from San Deigo Comic Con...holy mother fucking shit if i was there i would have shot myself in the freakin head.

you can hear shit because its just a bunch (thousand maybe) tweens screaching at the top of their lungs.

after every answer, or someone saying the word "Edawrd"

SCREARCH!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..fucking aye.

i mean it's one thing to be all Fan Girl when they first come in, that's fine, but for christ sake.

watch the whole thing it's great!!!


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so i saw the post that d.c. had made about ShamWow guy and scientology

well i had to post this about him and the hooker...cause "you'll love my nuts"...heheh

http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/years/2009/0327092sham1.html

ok so Palm Sunday was yesterday.

Today I am going to watch The Ten Commandments, I make it into a mini series, watching it over a period of days. (i am spearing Ash from this, but not Russell ;) )

I miss traditions like getting a brand new Easter dress. and going to my great grandmothers house, and having an Easter egg hunt among Oak trees dripping with Spanish Moss  and Daffodils carpeting the ground.

you know I really miss Spanish Moss, here in the Triad, there aren't a lot of trees covered like that.


Ash and I are gonna decorate eggs on Friday (w00t)

taking a que from my cuz, i'm organizing my life.

MONDAY: get up at at latest 8am, clean house, then work on costumes (or study) then exercise

TUESDAY: get up at latest 8am, exercise, go to class.

WEDNESDAY: get up at latest 9:30am, pick up house, work on costumes (or study) then exercise

THURSDAY: get up at latest 8am, exercise then go to class

FRIDAY: get up latest at 9:30am, pick up house, work on costumes,  exercise

SATURDAY: sleep in, do something for me

SUNDAY:  get up at least by 10:30am and do whatever

i just typed this long entry about how i'm going to lose weight...and how i hated the way i look in the pictures from stellarcon.

but it got lost in the bowels of the internet...

long and short of it.. i'm going to lose 55 pounds by feb 1 2010

for my health or i'm going to die

went to stellar ... had a blast...

today's my birthday...w00t

THIS WEEKEND

WHO'S GOING

I AM

I AM STOKED

I AM STOKED TO

I AM STOKED TO BE

I AM STOKED TO BE GOING

I AM STOKED TO BE GOING TO

I AM STOKED TO BE GOING TO STELLAR

I AM STOKED TO BE GOING TO STELLAR CON

ok..yeah i'm excited :) 

501st will have whiskey sours for the ladies during our party on Saturday night, we will also have a drink called...wait for it...wait for it

THE IMPERIAL PINK PUSSY

...so who's coming?

I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was amazing,

lots of dick, and comic porn.

I cant wait for the DVD it's supposed to be an extended cut :) 

oh and Silk Spectre (1) is going on the costume list